Thursday, November 28, 2013

Thankful

Every year I have a lot to be thankful for. But, this year I feel even more thankful, grateful...for everything that I have.

I'm of course thankful for my health and everything that goes with that - my ability to walk, see, smell, etc.

I'm thankful for my job. After being in grad school for 2 years and not really working, it feels really amazing to be employed again. I'm also thankful to have expendable income again.

I'm thankful to be home. I never imagined it could feel so good to be in Missouri again.

I'm thankful for my family. It's nice to be near them again.

I'm thankful for my friends, who are my family.

I'm thankful for Tank. He's the best dog anyone could have and he's ours.

I'm thankful for Sean, who I fall in love with more every year that goes by. This past year, in particular, has not been the easiest. But together, we got through it. And I know that no matter what happens, he'll always be by my side. His unconditional love, his patience, his support, his love....I really couldn't ask for a better husband. A better partner.

I'm thankful for Bootsie. She gave me hope. She made me feel ridiculous love. Although I only got to carry her for 18 weeks, I remember the feelings and I'll never forget them. She'll always be my first baby. I'll never forget her.

I'm thankful for Sunny. Every stretch mark. Every pound gained. Every ache & pain. He's worth everything. I feel so grateful to not only have gotten pregnant without intervention, but to be pregnant, period. I cannot wait until March. I want to hold him. Hear him cry. Nurse him. Change his diapers. Spend sleepless nights with him. I can't wait for all of that. Sean & I couldn't be more excited for his arrival. Our lives are going to change, but for the better.

It's really hard to express how blessed I feel this year. This year has been hard, but I'm grateful for all of the experiences. It's made me a stronger person. A better person. I know 2014 is going to be amazing and I can't wait.